the view from heaven

grandpa

i love you so much

you will be so missed

i wish i could have been there to say goodbye

but growing up takes people away from the moments like this

i know that you are finally released from the pain that has been ailing you for so long

that makes this easier

and i know

that i will see you again

and you are in a place that is so wonderful its beyond the imagination

please watch over me and make sure i do not get into trouble

and one day i will hear that good ol southern drawl again

i love you

this is not goodbye

this is

i will see you later

turn and face the strange

ch ch changes

so

yes

i did change my blog again

but

i am still not happy with it

do not get comfortable

as much as i love yellow

i just could not take it anymore

it was driving me crazy

the search is on for an amazing background

stay tuned

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i feel way sick right now

i hate it with a fiery passion

stupid head cold

it was certainly nice to sit in bed all day though

just relax

watch random old reese witherspoon movies

drink hot apple cinnamon tea

and just do nothing

i love pajamas

maybe i just needed a break from working out all week

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i love the smell of the first drops of rain hitting the pavement

i love the look of utter and complete adoration that a husband gives his wife

i love hearing just the men sing at church

i love the sunlight coming up over the horizon

i love hearing a baby laugh

i love the rustling of leaves in the cool breeze

i love intertwining my fingers with someone else's

i love the smell of flowers as i walk by

i love laying in the green grass

i love sand on my feet

i love those first few moments as i step onto a dark stage to dance

i love being able to accomplish my dreams

i love fresh sheets on a bed

i love reading a book before i go to sleep

i love a fresh coat of polish on my toenails

i love laying in crisp warm laundry

i love when the radio plays all of my favorite songs

i love a new blister after a long day of dancing

i love sunday afternoon walks

i love picking out shapes in the clouds

i love that first sip of ice cold water

i love the clap of thunder after an intense lightning bolt

i love seeing a friendly face after a long hard day

i love quotes that inspire me

i love life

hallelujah

so i know i have been a complete slacker when it comes to writing lately

but what have i not been a slacker at??

life

i have a job

i have worked out every single day this week

shout out to my girl kate

i am officially addicted

to working out

not drugs

    

i can not wait to see some results

goal

lose 15 pounds by the beginning of fall semester

hey body

guess what

its so on

*******

summer in the sexy rexy is turning out to not be nearly as lame as originally expected

thank goodness

i think i would be going just about crazy right now

i am quite enjoying myself at the moment

it is so incredibly nice to not have any homework or classes to worry about

just

music

dancing

work

&

workin out

yep

life is just dandy and i am diggin it

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i am gonna be 21 in less than a month

wow

i can not believe another year has gone by

i will be spending my b-day with my bestie and my brother

i can not freaking wait to see them

it will be quite a splendid occasion

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favorite song right now:

i like the mike medved version better but this is all i could find