if i had a million dollars...

i would roam this beautiful earth

i am anxious to see the world

i love love love to go places i have never been before

even if it is just the next state over

i want to go

i want to be a world traveler

i want to experience new cultures

i want to just go go go

and learn learn learn

and take pictures

and just breathe fresh unadulterated air

and take in the sights that take that breath away

as much as i love america and the familiarity of home

i want to see how far life can take me away from it

so that i appreciate home that much more

i cannot stress enough how much i truly want to just soar above the oceans

smell the spices of the finest kitchens across the world

see the faces of other cultures

lets just go

now

today

i am a bird

come fly with me

lets fly

lets fly away

Heaven's Fountain

i look forward to the day when i start my own family

not in any way am i saying i would like to do that right this instant

but

when that day comes

i want to be the best

mom

wife

&

friend

that i can possibly be

when the day comes for me to be all of these things

i want to be prepared

spiritually

emotionally

physically

culturally

did i mention spiritually?

in the meantime

i want to see the world

go places i have never seen that shock and awe me

eat food that i never in a million years would have imagined stomaching

and learn all that i possibly can about my wonderful Father in Heaven

there is so much to do

might as well start now

baby it's cold outside

i cannot believe this semester is almost over

holy cow batman

so what will i be doing for the four months of no school?

heck if i know!

it is kind of scary to not know

which state i will be living in

where i will be working

what i will be doing

scary

but 

fun

i feel like an adventure is coming on

if you know me at all

you know that is a pretty exciting thing for me

maybe i will be working at disney in cali or florida

or maybe i will be a nanny in maryland

who knows???

either way i am going to miss the people here in rexburg

and back home

it has been so long since i have seen them all and i feel like working in another state is abandoning them

but i gotta do whats good for me

when will i go back to georgia for good?

i have no idea

that thought kind of saddens me

but it will be good for me to make my own way

live my own life

stay tuned to see where this crazy life takes me

i got a brand new pair of rollerskates you got a brand new key

welp

halloween is done for

and who cares if it aint even thanksgiving yet

im listening to christmas tunes

i cant think of a single better holiday than christmas

it is the bees knees of holidays

the trump tower of holidays

the platinum of all holidays

i mean think about it

what other holiday promotes so much

cheer

celebration

love

selflessness

hope

&

kindness

i could not think of a single one

i am starting a sugar fast today

it will be difficult

i know this because

technically

i started yesterday

i lasted about eight hours tops

i need to do this though

after all of the stuff i justified eating for halloween

a break will do me good

there is a month and a half till i get to go home and see my fantastic family

which means

one month and only twenty-two days till santa comes

hot dang

oh and on a side note

rexburg is freezing

do not be surprised if my toes fall off in a couple of days from frostbite

'specially cause it is only gonna get colder from here