the sky resembles a backlit canopy with holes punched in it

.
so life has been 

interesting

lately

so much has changed

the major

the social life

the single life

it has been hard

but i finally feel like i am gonna be

ok

in fact one day i am sure i will look back on this be somewhere i never could have imagined

i have realized how much i learn from experiences

my life has been defined up to this point by the moments in my life that either
did not make any sense at the time
were trying
or difficult


i have this amazing
peace
it is so calming and refreshing
not that i do not wish things could be different
but
i know that they are how they are how they are for a reason
and that is something i have to accept

i am happy again
that is what is important