abrupt

mortality

its an interesting thing

it means that all things in this life come to an end

that's exactly how everything feels right now

the semester is ending

my grandpa had a very close call to the end of his life

being unemployed is ending

i feel like everything good in my life ends

whereas

everything crappy goes on

forever

i can't really complain

this is what i signed up for when i came to this earth

i knew what i was getting into

but it still sucks

alot 

i'm sure i will get over it eventually

but for now

i could be better

dont worry

i will always smile

it helps me feel better