bonkers and batty

i might

just be

going

insane

the semester is so close to being over i can taste it

all this talk of people going home is driving me mad

i will be here for the next five months nonstop

i just need a break from rexburg for like a week

just a week

and hopefully i will be good

i feel as though i am in a steel bubble that cannot be popped

everyone said rexburg is a bubble and did i believe them?

course not

not that its a bad bubble

its just getting a little small right now

i cant concentrate

i cant think straight

im sick of trying to write this paper

im scared of finals

im scared of what my grades are gonna be

i just need an escape

if it werent a week from the end of the semester i would probably just...

...i dunno

but i havent really felt happy for a while

for that matter i havent really been feeling much at all

numb

i just need one big sob fest to let it all out and i think ill be good

well on to this paper which i should be really passionate about in order to make it good

we will see how it goes

can yall just pray for me to make it through this week?

that would help a lot

thanks